midterms and money

Midterm time. I know that I have an A in my classes but for some reason, whenever I am writing an essay, I can never seem to actually get motivated; or at least I can but I don't want to. I guess that is everyone. I have been wanting to write a lot lately and not on the computer. I actually want to write things. Have you ever had that? Where you actually want to see your handwriting create something across a page? Maybe I should write a letter or take some notes or something.

Well, this day started out not so great but has actually been a pretty good day. I have been freaking out about money a good bit lately. I didn't know how we were going to eat this paycheck but maybe it will all be ok. I have a "friend" who is always around for the good times and likes to mooch off of people. I don't usually pay too much attention but since I have been out of work, it has been made startlingly clear. I loaned him $300.00 five years ago and no matter how often I ask for it back, he says he can't...he doesn't have it...he's broke...blah blah blah. I feel I have been more than patient. Jason even got in his face last November and told him to pay me. Of course my "friend" cried and told me he would if he could. Again. Anyway, talking to Kos today I asked if this friend was on tour with him and when he asked why I told him. Kos, without my knowledge, sent him a text telling him to give me the money this week or else. Lol. Kos doesn't give threats, he makes promises. Not that I ever want harm done to someone on my behalf, but apparently that is the only way that this friend ever pays anyone back. I haven't heard from him yet but apparently he let Kos know that he understood. So perhaps we won't be as dismal as we thought

I miss eating out. We haven't had a meal in a restaurant for almost three months. I would love to go to the Open Kitchen and get my usual and just enjoy an evening with Jason. Here we are eating chicken again. I think the amount of chicken we eat is what is causing Jason to fall asleep all the time. He isn't getting enough iron in his diet. I will have to look into that some. Well I guess I should be studying and taking notes for my midterms. See ya.